Why oh why do I feel in a permanent state of confusion? In particular, when it comes to my choice of careers... or lack thereof.

Tonight I was reminded of why I even contemplated medicine as a career. Not that that’s what I do, but I have seriously... and I mean SERIOUSLY... contemplated taking yet another degree, this time in medicine. It’s not enough in being Helen, Fayette and Janet (the Three Degrees). Is there any way I can combine everything I am interested in other than by becoming Jonathon Miller? The whole point is that I would like to have about 3 or 4 different lives running in tandem then I could do everything I want to do within my lifetime, instead of feeling like I am doing nothing that I want to do. I know I am not alone in this... I would like to write, perform, sing , act...... paint and yet I also am also fascinated with all things veterinary and medical. Oh what a tangled web....



I actually do think I should have been Jonathon Miller.

Oh well.. on with that elusive novel that I know is lurking somewhere inside of me. If only I could find it.